for Leonid Yeske
distance shadows another dimension
distance shadows another dimension
a sea cerulean; subterranean
could be seen for miles
or in body, a profundity so deep
it stretches beyond territory
beyond
dripping sweat & where it left
yellowed stains on my pillow
of time & where you kissed
calming lips;
a parted bliss
so sure of their existence
to be much more than pulse;
a spark
in the form of utterance
***
I’ve dreamt of gliding
back into the vortex
of your thoughts;
a thrashing wave
ever unsettled--
where memory grows
more intense at 3am
thinking of delicate notes
that come undone
on tongue
fall back to where
you blanket me
so coolly
enrapt
in a cocoon of arms
& hymnodies
***
close lips & closer skin
thinking of stillness
on the ridge
of a mountain
stillness
like that of some shapeless
sea-green anemone
or a word that reaches you
through Morse
the wearied beat
of my heart
as it tries to elide
the thought
of losing you